Life is beyond busy right now. I've anxiously packed my bags, and all that's left is to clean the floors and charge all the electronics. I am anxious. I forced myself to eat dinner because I was not hungry, but I knew I need to eat something. Today has been go go go getting last minute stuff done, and I know I've forgotten to do something. Brian gets home tomorrow afternoon & doesn't leave until Monday; he can do all the things I forgot. Please pray that they all our name for the flight tomorrow. Kennedy and I prayed during her bedtime prayers, and she is so confused. She keeps asking, "what will they call us?" I keep telling her that its not for sure that we will get on the plane, and they will call Tiana & Kennedy if we do. Poor thing is so excited to fly. If we don't get to leave tomorrow we will both be in tears. So, just pray.

Here is a pic of my girl on Mother's Day:


It was an uneventful, boring day without my husband to celebrate with. Our day consisted of brunch on base with other husbandless women and playing outside.

We hope to see y'all in a few days! Wish us luck.

I am stressed!!!!!! I am totally regretting not paying the $850 a piece for us to get back to TX next week. I keep hearing more and more people saying that they are trying to get on the military plane next week. What was I thinking? I have to get to TX! This isn't a just for fun trip. Brian isn't here to help ease my anxiety, and all I do in my spare time is think about this trip. This trip that means so much to my husband and his family. I have prayed for peace and the faith to trust God in this situation. I have no other choice than to keep praying, but I'm not sleeping or eating well due to this stress. I am just exhausted and I want to get the next few days over with. By the end of next week my fate will be established. Will I be in TX or will I be sitting here in Italy? Please pray for me. I really need some peace in my life right now. Off to bed now...Goodnight!